Mother, how are you today

10 10 2009

Mother, how are you today

This is a note from your daughter

With me everything is okay

Mother, how are you today

Ntah kenapa tiba-tiba saja lagu itu terlintas di benakku. Gara-gara sebenarnya mama memintaku secara implisit untuk membayar listrik dan teman2 tapi aku malah ngabur. Bukannya gak mau sih, tapi jam setengah tujuh pagi kan kantor pos belum buka, sementara aku paling suck kalo disuruh nunggu with doing nothing.

Mom, I’m really sorry if sometimes this daughter of yours is not the way you wanna be. If this daughter of yours can’t fulfill your dreams, can’t grant your request perfectly. I’m really sorry if until today I can’t become the good daughter which you often find in fairytale.

But I promise you one thing that I will change and will never stop to change myself to be a betterman (or woman?). Change is not just about the choice. The most important ones is the consequence of those changes and the commitment when we decided to change. Be patient Mom, because every change is a process and every process needs time.





Hatenai Michi

8 10 2009

Mada mayotte iru

Kono michi o

Ittai doko made watashi wa ayumanakya naranain da

Aserenakute ii to itte

Daga, ososugiru nara ushiro ni nokotte ita darou

Sou iu no wa iya nanda!

Minna ga sorezore no yume o kanaeru tame ni ima made ganbatte irunda

Ja, yume ga nai watashi wa donna mono ni narunda

Shinakya naranai koto wa ittai nan nan da?

Wakaranai, ima made mo mada wakaranai…..

Hayai supiido ni hashireba, taisetsu na mono o wasurete shimau darou

Ubatte shimau kamo ne…

Ne, kono michi no hate ni nani ga matte irun darou

Nani ga aru no ka na

Kono michi o erande ii no…

Ne, Kami-sama, kono michi o erande ii no








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